Catalina loves Feeling Better
So last you all heard I was dying from the flu. Fear not! I am recovered. I went without sex for two weeks because of illness, and then really almost two weeks to recover. I think that’s the longest I’ve gone without sex for a very long time.
So I don’t really feel like I’ve had anything to write about. I haven’t been inspired. Even my adventures in my second life as a domme have not been that noteworthy. Sure, I’ve had some strange requests, but pretty typical sessions.
On top of that, I was at a friend’s house the other day. He told me that he found my blog and had been reading it. I’m not exactly concerned that he has seen my body (who hasn’t?!) but that his perception of me would change based on my writing. Would it creep him out that I work as a domme? It isn’t exactly public information in certain circles. Does he find it ridiculous? I instantly flashed through all of the posts I could think of for damning information. So I asked him, “Are you weirded out by this?” and in short he said, “No, in fact it turns me on.”
Honestly, I didn’t know how to respond. Of course, there is a part of me that is really flattered and God knows I like knowing. I wondered silently if he ever really enjoyed reading them. But, then something happened. I began thinking that I have to be careful now of what I write because I know that people that I actually know and interact with are reading it.
This is not the first time it’s happened. Just a couple of weeks ago a good friend of mine confessed that he also reads my blog regularly. I know that it won’t be the last time either.
But, now as a result of my lack of sex and feeling self-conscious all of a sudden, I don’t quite know what to write… maybe tomorrow I’ll come up with something good.
INSPIRE ME!
I’m so glad you’re feeling better, Catalina! I’ve missed you, but probably not as much as you’ve missed the sex.
I was just reading another blogger, and she decided to “come out of the closet” and post more real life stuff that people would recognize. She’s at the point where it wouldn’t matter if they knew. Isn’t that cool?
If you’re looking for something to write, how about a post on toys? I’ve been trying to decide between the Feeldoe and the Nexus Double Dildo. Which would be better for strap-on-free anal fucking? Any experience? I’d love to get it in the end!
Rambeau said this on January 22nd, 2008 at 9:43 pm
Hey! Good suggestion! I have a Feeldoe, actually and I have to say I would choose the Feeldoe over the Nexus. Just my own preference. However, I have to warn all those who are interested in the Feeldoe that it can be a little difficult to get used to - no matter which end you’re on.
Oh, and hey, if you buy something, for the love of all things Holy, buy it through my little stockroom link so that I get a little kickback (wink).
Thanks for the nice welcome back. I haven’t forgotten your email, just got buried in the pile. Remind me!
Oh, and I think I went past the point of no return when I posted the new pictures that Nikki took…
Catalina
Catalina Ramirez said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 12:44 am
i too am very glad that you have returned i hope this doesnt entirely stifle what you write i always enjoy reading your extremely graphic real life descriptive arousing things. i have told you before i love reading your blogs and they are quite arousing to me i cant wait to see what you have to write next but i do respect that factor or “watching what you write” so if it does happen its no big deal all that matters to me is your friendship and our conversations we can have every once in a while you have a beautifully intelligent kinky mind i truly love it. thank you for sharing all you do i will always be indebted to You Ma’am.
robert said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 1:09 am
I think that in the end I’ll get over it and get back to writing as usual. I do remember the first time that a friend mentioned finding/reading my blog. It was truly a mixture of horror and elation.
Check your email, by the way … incoming.
Catalina
Catalina Ramirez said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 1:13 am
Fantastic to see You back Catalina…was beginning to worry that maybe the flu had taken You from us!!! Sorry You have not had much to write about lately…
rob said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 1:35 am
Yay, Rob! Thanks for the message. Well… I am feeling much more inspired. I just finished writing to the most adorable girl. I think I wrote a post about her, let me fish it up.
Aha! Here it is: Catalina Loves Good Questions is what it was called.
And good things are on the horizon for me.
Life is very interesting these days. The floating world is a very, very strange place to be sometimes.
~Catalina
Catalina Ramirez said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 1:46 am
And what lovely picture Nikki took of you! You’re a beautiful woman, in so many ways.
Rambeau said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 7:26 pm
Miss Catalina, where is the best place to email you? I have a question…
Much thanks!
The Naughtiest of Secretaries
Naughty Secretary said this on January 23rd, 2008 at 11:44 pm